Well, what can I say? There's not much left in this world that makes me think things will get better... because those who fail to learn history are doomed to repeat it. I feel the story of world is coming to a close. The final page is turning. The final plot is revealed. Did the butler really do it? Probably not.... Because it was the mother-in-law.
An interesting thought...
What is eternity? Is is forever? Or is it just for specified amount of time? In the amount of time it took you to get to this point in this journal entry will an eternity have gone by? There is no actual time. There is a beginning and an end and the time set in between where we live our lives. In this time we do things which we thing will help make the world a better place when the reality is that when the end comes the things you've done won't matter. They will be wiped from existence and be nothing more than a testament to how you wasted your life.
Why?
Everyday I think these and many things. So many things that if someone were to write them down you would need an extremely large library for just one day of documents. When I see something I think about what it is, what it once was, and what it could be in the future. This method of thinking brings about ideas and thought that are, at times, so horrid, so horrific, that my entire body tingles with excitement, horror, and devastation all at the same time. The thought of what my everyday life could be, is, and might be in the future is one of those thoughts. But this is the part that makes it all the worth thinking. These thoughts, these premonitions, are temporary. They will never happen if we choose a different path, or simply a more complicated one to prolong the future we think we cannot avoid. In my mind time is broken into a million pieces, dissected, torn apart, analyzed, put back together, then manipulated to see what would happen should i choose a different action of approaching it.
TIME IS BROKEN
THE FUTURE IS TEMPORARY
YOUR PERSONALITY IS MANIPULATED
YOUR BODY, YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR SURROUNDINGS, WILL ALWAYS BETRAY YOU
YOUR MIND IS PERSONAL. YOUR MIND... IS ALIVE
.:::::::::::::::RANDOM THOUGHT :::::::::::::::.
California rest in peace,
Simultaneous release,
California show your teeth,
She's my priestess, i'm your priest,
Yea, Yea,